Not afraid.

The irony of my title. I am very much afraid.

12 days into the new year & I feel like I can't do anything. From that sentence I'm sure you've already guessed that I did not so well for my Os. I don't know how to live it up. Everyone says I shouldn't waste my time thinking about it but I am really disappointed in myself. I certainly expected myself to do much better than that. Oh well. Life doesn't always give you what you want.

I'm hoping I get into the course of my choice, really hoping so badly.

Oh and please stop asking me what I got, I really am in no mood to entertain anyone. I reserve my rights too anyway. I know some people might be asking out of care & concern for me but I really do not wish to talk about it, so please just not ask. Thank you so much.

I don't think I'll be going out anytime soon too, feeling extremely forlorn & melancholic.